Missing Mama

This video touched my very core.  When I saw this initially, I was moved to tears, and the rainy Monday morning ain't helping it :(


I miss my mama so much..  Wala nay magluto sa ako ug linat.an.  Life's not fair.


*hush, hush*

Sweet Valley Confidential

Fully Booked
Rockwell
9.27.11




I have this penchant to head off to bookstores while a storm is brewing in the metropolis.  With no electricity, and Macky getting low on his batteries, I went straight to Rockwell.  Had lunch at Via Mare with good buddy Sheila and decided either to watch a movie (Friends with Benefits) or have a cup of coffee.  


Sheila (calling Shang Cineplex): 'Miss, showing na ba ang Friends with Benefits?'


The other end: 'Not yet, ma'am'


S: 'Not yet or not anymore??' (in a self-righteous tone!!)


'Ay sorry ma'am.  Not anymore'


Well, it turned out that it was yet to be shown.  At kinorrect pa talaga ng mabait kong kaibigan yung kinausap nya! Pagka nalang!! hahaha


Well, to dilly-dally with time, we went to Fully Booked.  While Sheila headed straight to the magazine section (typical!), I immersed myself with the top-sellers for the week.  Then this caught my fancy..

Sheeet!! After 10years (per the narrative), Elizabeth and Jessica are back!! hahahahahaha I used to, or rather still, love Sweet Valley! hahahahha  It seems that Elizabeth and Jessica had a rift and that Elizabeth is now based in New York and Jessica still remained in sunny California.  Jessica misses her twin sister and wants to patch things up, but Elizabeth can't forgive and forget the betrayal Jessica did to her..  and she wants revenge.. she wants blood!! A 360-degree turn on who used to be the goodie-toe-shoe lady :) Yuppie!! 


On the downside, it's still hardbound, and it costs Php900.  I'll wait for the soft-bound copy nalang. hehehehe


Hay.  Brings back soo many fond memories!! ^_^


*hush, hush*

Three Birdies and One Night (Pick up Lines Chapter 16)

09.24.11




Text message.


I checked my clock.  1.30pm.


'Hush, uwian na kami. Susunduin mo ba ako?'


Ronald.  18 years old.  Spare me, I know.  Me.  Cougar.  Sariwa kasi eh. hahahaha  


'Oh.  I thought I was supposed to pick you up at 2.30pm.  Ba't ang aga?'


'Eh, dinismiss kami ng maaga eh'


'Cge, give me 15mins to prep up and will call you when I'm at the University'


There's the thrill running down my spine.  Excited.  We were to watch Hachiko on my home theatre.  He had said his classmates were talking about it.  Hay.  I saw that movie, like 2 years ago.  Good thing, I had a pirated copy.  So I invited him over.  It was technically our 3rd date.  He passed my trophy-bf requirement. ^_^


15 minutes later.  He got inside Blake.  I was reminded back in college when I dated an elementary student.  Grade 6 din naman eh.  Rush of adrenaline. hahahahaha


'Wala ba ako kiss?', I asked.


Looks to his right, and to his left.  Pokes me and kissed me.  I chuckled. hehehe


As expected, he cried over the movie.  As prepared, I had with me a glass of water, box of  chocolate and a shoulder to lean on.  He cuddled, I embraced him.  I whispered, 'it's alright, everything's fine.  I'm here.'  Cheesy.  Sh3t! hahahahaha


We slept hugging.  Sleep lang.  hahahaha


7pm.  Another text message.


'What time are we going to meet?'


Daniel.  28 years old.  Call centuh supervisor.


'I'm just having dinner with my brother.  Around 9pm.  Meet you at the drive way fronting Hermes, G3'


Kissed Ronald awake.  Nibbled on his lower lip.


'Your dad might be looking for you.  Time to wake up'


Dropped Ronald off at his place.  Kissed goodbye.  Promised will watch No Other Woman this coming weekend (sh3t again, excited ako sa movie na yan!! hahaha).  Hurried back to my place, took a bath, waxed my mane, and patted my porcelain skin with Studiofix.  Perfect. :p


Accompanied Daniel at Persia Grill.  He blabbered about the kebabs and how it's his favorite place.  I yawned.  He asked if I'll be staying over, I made up an excuse that I had a sudden luncheon with a friend the next day.  He seemed disappointed.  I said, I could still go over at his place.  His face lightened.  


Somewhere in Evangelista.  We watched tv, but I was getting agitated.  He was waiting for me to make a move.  Honestly, he was a far-cry from Ronald, but I was game that night.  I kissed him, finally, I was going to use the giveaway.  Goodie.


Daniel hesitated.  He said he was not prepared and it was a long time since he last did it.  I swooned 'it's ok, I'll be gentle'.  He pleaded next time.  I said no and gave him my multi-million smile.  That did it.  He relented. bwahahahhahaha :)


He gushed.  'You're soo cuddly.  Sarap mo yakapin'


Tell me about it.  Pwede ba HOT naman next time?  Hay.  


He was clinging to me.  I was drained.  I don't know.  There's something about guys at the onset that expressed their fondness towards me that turns me off.  Weird.


3am.  Text message.


'San ka?'


Paulo. 26 years old.  HR head of a Company based in Alabang.


'Evangelista'


'Really, what are you doing there?'  Paulo lives within the area also.


Ignored him.  He texted again.


'I'm in Malate.  Alone.  Synder.  I think I'm drunk'


'Do you want me there?'


'Yah'


'Ok.  Give me 15 mins'


'I'm no good for you, Hush'


Drama.  Zipped my pants on and drove off.  


I came, I conquered and I left.


'I'm here.  Is Synder the bar going to Bed?'


'Yah.  Inside by the bar'


Paulo is hitched.  Or forcedly hitched.  His boyfriend left his apartment, and out of sympathy, Paulo offered his place, fell in love and now regrets his decision.  The poor guy was just an agent, and frankly Paulo was shelving out more than what he can chew.  Talk about money.  It destroys relationships.


'You know what Hush, I'm so confused.  I'm stuck in a situation where I know it's not right, but that it's also not fair to him (his boyfriend)'


'You said before that fair is a subjective word'


He went silent.  I prodded on.


'Talk to him.  Tell him your frustrations.  If he goes berserk, he's no good.  Leave him.  If he understands, then stay.. even to my detriment'

Paulo gazed on me.  I wrapped my arms around his midrib.  I hugged him.  Tight.


I gazed back at him.. then we kissed.


'Oh, Hush.  I shouldn't be doing this.'


'Then why'd you texted me?'


'This is so wrong'


'How can it be wrong, when you know that I am the right guy for you?'


*hush, hush*

Be Careful where you Eat!!

Gusto ko tuloy kumain ng hotdog this early mawnen! hihihi

Moooooaaaaaning!! ^_^

Homebuddy Hush

Mandaluyong
09.18.11




Can't believe I stayed whole day yesterday at my pad!! hahaha ^_^


Now I'm rearing to go off.. to Tagaytay! I wanna think, think, think!


Think about my reaction if a girl wants to marry me.. 


I'll probably do this! hahahahahaaha

Thank God You Blew It!

'Boy, I must've been outta my mind

So when I think of the time that I almost loved you

You showed your ass and I saw the real you

Thank God you blew it

Thank God I dodged the bullet

I'm so over you

So baby good lookin' out

I wanted you bad

I'm so through with it

Cuz honestly you turned out to be the best thing I never had

You turned out to the best thing I NEVER had

And I'm gon' always be the the best thing you never had

I bet it sucks to be you right now'

and it SUCKS big time to be YOU right now! hahahahahaha ^_^

Bachelor Bash

≈

World Trade Center
09.15.11




So ok.  I am guilty.  But you can't blame me.  The tickets were free and I was curious.  The traffic was scary passing through Buendia and the line was dead-long, but we persevered.. 


For this..

.. and this..

.. and this.. (gahd! I couldn't believe that my hands automatically grabbed hold of my E72 and pointed at the stage!!)

I wanna take up capoeira :( Puttanesca!


.. but first things first, what am I supposed to do with these???  

Please teach me.. do I lick or do I stick it?? hahahahaha ^_^


*hush, hush*