Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Baffled Hush

June 12 (Independence Day)

I was being pious and attending to the needs of my soul, when I chance upon my mobile with a text message from an unknown source.

'Hi Hush'

Curious, I scanned the history of that number.  Ahhhhhhh…

'Hey Kris, how are you?'

'I see na di mo pa dinelete yung number ko.  Ok lang. Ikaw?', was his message.

'Of course, why would I do that? :)  I'm doing good.  Kaw ba?', I lied.  White lie lang. :p

My mind travelled back to that night I saw him on the dancefloor with somebody else.  The guy he was dancing with turned out to be his boyfriend afterall and I kind of decided to delete his number.  I was thinking, what's the use of retaining his digits when the guy's taken already, right?  Or probably, I was just avoiding the temptation of punching the keypads and going out of my way to check on him.  Either way, I still deleted his number (and NO! I am not bitter, hmf).

I was hurled back to my present state when I felt my phone vibrate.

'Not rily.  We just broke up.  So im out sumwer'

Hmmmmm… My mind was racing, and my attention diverted from the liturgy that was ongoing.  Tsk tsk!! Bad Hush!  Still, I was plotting on how to respond to him.  Definitely, I was taken aback by this news, and admittedly, I still like the guy.  What does he want to imply with that message?  Does he need a shoulder to cry on, a warm hug to comfort him or a companion to, uhm, accompany him (?) during this darkest moment of his life?? hehehe I might be a bit overboard there, but, but, but!! Was it a sign that he still liked me and bridge whatever gap it was that separated us?

Then again, I was also musing, am I the spare tire that he could just replace the minute the other one got punctured?  The rebound gorgeous (hehe, sensha na ulit) guy he will run to whenever things go wrong with his current relation?  Or the boy-toy he could play around and show to his bf that he wasn't affected much by their separation??

What is he after?  Did he long for my passionate kiss and warm embrace when we cuddled after that first explosion of the year?  Or did he just want comfort s3x to avenge or cover up the hurt he was nursing? :(

I got tired of thinking.  I responded.

'Alam mo Kris, ilabas mo lang yan then after it will be ok.  Marami pa naman dyan na magmamahal at nagmamahal sa yo eh ^_^ I'm just a text away should you need me, i.inom natin yan!!'

I pocketed my device and turned my attention back to the priest.

*hush hush*


  1. mr hush?...

    pretty pretty please......

    sino na? ill never tell it to anyone i swear!

  2. hi shenanigans :) wag na.. mawawala pagka.mysterious ko nyan eh ^_^ then I would feel uncomfortable to write stuff because someone out there knows my identity.. di na ako magiging hush :( tatawagin nyo na akong mr revealed, or di kaya mr open, or mr public or mr unconcealed (at talagang nag.thesaurus ako :p )!

    Explain much hihihihi

    PS - Ang kyut ng isang becky friend mo, yung may cross na pendant.. he looks very familiar, does he frequent BED before (yung bago nasunog)? hay. :p

  3. okay fine.. :)

    si francees? uhhh ... ang alam ko hindi siya masyado nagpupunta dun sa BED and nasa singapore na siya ngayon eh.

    crush mo siya? sumbong kita sa jowa mo.. hehe!

  4. oist, anong pinagkakalat mo may jowa ako? hehehe la pa oi! :p

    ahhh.. kala ko si joma siya, who frequented bed before :) uu crush ko sya. hahahaha crush lang naman eh. makabili nga ng ticket to singapore! hehehe

  5. ay sorry naman! kala ko kasi meron eh.

    eh sino yung sinusundo mo sa condo? yung ka baby talk mo? at yung kasama mo mgpnta ng province na gnwa kang drayber? hehe!

    marami talagang nagkaka crush dun kay francees. kaya lang may jowa na xa eh. live in sila sa singapore at ang gwapo kamukha ni matteo guidicelli.. hehe!

    i miss reading your blog.. kainis! walang time ngayon.

    wag ka muna gawa bago ha habang di ko pa toh nababasa para di ako matambakan ng mga blogs mo.. hehe!

  6. hahahahaha uhm.. mga friends? hehehe

    Awwwwwwww :( bigla naman ako nalungkot. hayst!

    hehehe thanks shenanigans sa pag.effort mo magbasa :) Appir!!

  7. hehe! friends? weeeh? hahaha! nakakatakot ka pala maging friend... chos!

    xempre naman noh.. natutuwa ako sa mga kalandian mo sa blog mo eh.. hihi!

    at di ko alam marunong ka pala mag tagalog! natutuyo ang dugo ko sayo eh.

  8. applause applause applause!

    ikaw na! ikaw na talaga!

    ang bidang kontrabida! chos!

    nabasa ko na blog mo...

    nice one huh! habang binabasa ko siya di ko pa man natatapos iniisip ko na ico-comment ko sayo.

    "wag kang magpaka booty call!"

    eh yun din naman ginawa mo.. kaya!

    GOOD JOB! a pat on your back! hehe!

    "Then again, I was also musing, am I the spare tire that he could just replace the minute the other one got punctured? The rebound gorgeous"

    -ikaw na ulit! hihi!